I have compiled a list of all the symptoms I have and I also recorded what God had to say to me about the situation.
Here are my thoughts, and the things I believe God said to me, about Neale Donald Walsch's book titled "Conversations with God".
I have a very negative attitude to life which is at odds with the Christian ethos of joy being the result of salvation. Here is what God said about it.
A sermon triggered tears and I wasn't sure why so I turned to God to discuss what was going on and what He wanted me to do about it.
I went to church again last Sunday and the wheels fell off my little red wagon throwing me to the ground with a nasty thump! It forced me to have a chat with God again.
This morning I asked God if there was anything I could do for Him and He said he wants me to write a blog entry about His love.
God spoke to me about my health. He wants me to cut back on the diet coke. This entry tells why.
My doctor thinks I have COPD and she wants me to have an x-ray and tests to find out for sure. I think she is probably right but I also believe God recently healed at least some of the damage.
This is the fourth, and final, installment of my struggle to process the recovered memories of what happened to me when I was fifteen.
People think being a Christian is hard work and it is impossible to stay clean of sin but God showed me how to stay spiritually clean the easy way.