It's been a long road from starting to smoke at age 14 to, finally, setting a date to quit smoking. I am praying for help to do this.
I have a hard time making decisions at times. Sometimes God steps in and helps me and I believe He has helped me decide to have surgery.
I have compiled a list of all the symptoms I have and I also recorded what God had to say to me about the situation.
Here are my thoughts, and the things I believe God said to me, about Neale Donald Walsch's book titled "Conversations with God".
I have a very negative attitude to life which is at odds with the Christian ethos of joy being the result of salvation. Here is what God said about it.
I have been a born again Christian for around 33 years now and the issue of "the joy of the Lord" has troubled me for all of that time.
This entry talks about the latest developments in my life with regard to my health, my gambling and my unrequited love.
My doctor thinks I have COPD and she wants me to have an x-ray and tests to find out for sure. I think she is probably right but I also believe God recently healed at least some of the damage.
How it feels to be suffering anxiety, depression, paranoia, post traumatic stress disorder and being unable to trust.
What God taught me about the nature, and definition, of forgiveness. The story of my journey from wanting revenge on my abusers to being able to forgive them.