My Weight Loss Surgery – POD – day 11
It’s day 11 of my 42 day pre-operation diet (POD) and it’s the first day I have not cheated but the day is only half over. I’m feeling a mixture of things. Shame because I have given in to temptation over and over again. Anger towards the surgeon. I just want to yell at him: “HEY – If I could stick to diets and lose the weight myself I wouldn’t NEED the surgery you moron!” Sadness because eating is the only thing in my life that gives me pleasure these days and now I’m about to lose that too. Frustration because how come I can’t get control over this aspect…
One, Two, Three Is Not As Easy As It Sounds
I tried to count my blessings but it wasn't as easy as I thought it would be. I have way more to be thankful for than I realised!
I’m Doing Good
I have a couple more health issues to deal with but I'm doing good, better than you might expect really, thanks to God.
From Chaos To Calm
I've never appreciated life but, after much soul searching, I have agreed to fight the cancer that is threatening to take it from me.
People have been arguing about what to believe for centuries now but I think faith is more about why you believe than what you believe.
Self-esteem Might Have Beens
The end of another year causes me to wonder what my life might have been like if I'd had good self-esteem.
How Do I Know God Loves Me?
A short poem I wrote describing how I know God loves me.
Hearing God’s Voice
I have been asked to give my thoughts about hearing God's voice. I am no expert on the subject but here is what I believe.
Psychology And Religion.
Just how sane is a psychologist who thinks God talks to her? The tale of my struggle to marry the beliefs of my profession with the beliefs of my faith. Sometimes the two seem to be completely incompatible.
Why Does God Let Bad Things Happen?
The story of how I came to ask God why He lets bad things happen and the answer to the question that, I believe, He gave me.