People often feel they would not be suicidal if only life, or other people, would treat them better but suicidal thoughts and feelings run deeper than that.  Why else would people who seem to have everything commit suicide?  Why else would a psychologist who had all the answers she needed to help other people overcome their despair find it so hard to overcome her own? What you are about to read is merely the story of one person’s private battle with her suicidal thoughts and feelings.  It is not advice.  I am making no recommendations about what other people should, or should not, do.  We are all individuals.  This is the…